I admit it, from a human perspective it can get confusing! We have hierarchal systems from government to schools to how our families run. There are cultural differences among ethnicities and nations to name just a couple.

This is not a post to dissect these differences, but it is to help us hopefully see things from a greater (or more focused) perspective.

So, here is where this question came from... As I was reading in Acts, God reminded me of something that happened to Peter and John not long after Jesus had risen and returned to heaven. My attention was grabbed when I came to these verses...

​>> Acts 4:19-20 <<

The temple leaders were indignant that Peter and John were confidently healing and relaying eyewitness accounts of Jesus not only rising from the dead, but now living in power and healing others through them! They thought they had silenced this conversation by killing Jesus!

So, they tried to silence these guys by putting them in jail and then bringing them before their inquisition the following day.

“By what power or what name did you do this?” they asked.

(And here is where the Holy Spirit started to yank on my heart strings...)
Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them: “Rulers and elders of the people! If we are being called to account today for an act of kindness shown to a man who was lame and are being asked how he was healed, then know this, you and all the people of Israel: It is by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified but whom God raised from the dead, that this man stands before you healed. Jesus is
“‘the stone you builders rejected,
    which has become the cornerstone.’
Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.” (from Acts 4:8-12)

It's really a fascinating picture of ordinary people who had spent quality and quantity time with Jesus, waited and received the gift He promised to them (Read Acts 1-2), and subsequently moved in boldness, power and wisdom without Jesus standing (physically) beside them! Thousands were coming to faith in Jesus and being baptized because of the disciples. (Read Acts 3-4)

The bottom line is to hear the words of Peter and John as they responded to the command of the temple leaders... (and, by the way, they used the same tactic as Jesus did - - they answered with a leading question.)

Hmmm. You be the judge. I leave that statement for you to think about.

As for me, I felt the Holy Spirit challenging me and saying:
"Don't allow the voice of fear and unbelief to dictate your voice and actions. Your children, spouse, friends, co-workers, people you lead, and leaders need to hear and see the testimony you carry. Don't allow His voice and ways to be silenced."

I guess you could say that God got my attention. I am so glad that He continues to lead me back to His ways, truth and presence. I love Him for that!

This is an interesting story in the continuing saga that Israel journeyed through during the time in history where judges ruled the nation.  Jephthah was in that role for this account and was standing his ground, defending Israel's rights of ownership to a land that the king of the Ammonites was claiming for his own.  It was when I was reading this story (read it here) that the 24th verse jumped out at me.  I felt God challenging me...

War was imminent. The Ammonite king was challenging Israel on the ownership of the land in question, saying that Israel had stolen it.  Jephthah went through details of the Israelite's journey from the time they left Egypt, declaring that they had legally fought for the land and God had given them victory - God had given them ownership of it.  Because of that, Israel would stand their ground - they would not give up the inheritance given them by their God. He challenged the foreign king saying that he would've done the same thing if this was a dispute of something that their god (Chemosh) had given them.  (interesting dialogue from a judge of Israel ...)  Then, Jephthah said; "Likewise, whatever the LORD our God has given us, we will possess."

What does it mean to possess? (see Blue Letter Bible)
What has God given me? 

As soon as I asked these questions, I was reminded of verses like these: 

• The very spirit that raised Jesus from the dead lives in me and is renewing my mortal body. (Romans 8:11)
• By His stripes I am healed.  (Isaiah 53:5)
• I have been given everything for life and godliness. (2 Peter 1:3)
• I have been given authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm me. (Luke 10:19)
• I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. (Philippians 4:13)

I asked myself; do I really possess what God has given me?
And God reminded me of something He allowed in my life several years ago...

I was experiencing intense back spasms, and this went on for about 6 months. The pain was terrible and most of my days ended up in bed. I had been diagnosed medically with scoliosis many years prior to this incident and, for the most part, had functioned normally despite the curvature in my spine. But this season was different.  

We were leading a small congregation at the time and the Lord was taking us (and the church) through significant change.  It was a revival of sorts in our church community.  We were growing, and God's presence was significant among us.  We moved to a larger facility and then this pain hit me.  I remember feeling like it was a spiritual attack of some sort but didn't know how to verbalize that to people without them thinking I was a bit weird.  So, I did what I knew that I could.  I got physical attention... went to the doctor, massage therapist, chiropractor, took the med's prescribed, etc. But still did not find relief.  I got spiritual attention... asked for prayer for healing, declared promises of healing over myself regularly, confessed anything that I thought might be a cause to this happening to me, submitted myself to deliverance processes (I was desperate to be free from months of chronic pain!), etc.  Some of this season is embarrassing for me to think about now, but I do not regret going through it!  God taught me a lot (although it was kind of a hard way).

After exhausting all the avenues that I was aware of at the time, I had to wait it out before God.  I fell asleep many times (and with much medication) listening to a lot of great teaching (like Joyce Meyer) and worship music.  My spirit was fed by those who spoke and sang hope.  I made a practice to, as much as possible, speak life over my body.  I would declare the promises of God over and over.  My back still didn't change.

I don't recall the date or circumstance when the pain stopped, but I suddenly realized that it had. There were a number of people who had been praying for me in this season and I knew instinctively that God had answered mine and their cries for His intervention. 

And here's the part that resonated with me as I was reading the story from Judges.  Something  landed in my spirit the day God took the pain away and caused the spasms to stop.  As I read, He reminded me of it. It was an understanding, a confidence that the pain would not happen to me in that way ever again... if I stood my ground, not unlike what Jephthah told the Ammonite king, or what is described in Luke 10:19. I became aware of the gift, the inheritance that God had given when He healed my back and innately understood that it was mine to keep.  I felt an authority that I had not felt before.  Any time I felt spasms starting up in my back again, I simply (and tenaciously) would say 'NO' and they would stop!  The interesting thing to me was that I had done that many times prior to this moment of God releasing healing to me, but nothing changed.  I had told the pain to go in Jesus' name and nothing had changed.  Somehow this was different.

I was well for several months and then the headaches hit!  They would travel up the right side of my neck and knock me off my feet for a few hours.  I was getting 2 or 3 of these daily.  The doctor said they were like migraines but not textbook as they were just as intense but much shorter. I went through all of the same process of what I described above and then, after about six months, God lifted it.  How did I know it was God? I cannot explain that to you but I knew and, like the back spasms, I then had an authority over that kind of headache that I didn't seem to have before.  Any time I felt the pain traveling up my neck in the same manner, I would say 'NO' and it would retreat. In fact, even as I was writing this article it happened... I said 'NO'!

I don't understand all of this other than I must stand my ground and walk in what God has given to me.  Galatians 5:1 says; "Stand fast therefore in the liberty by which Christ has made us free, and do not be entangled again with a yoke of bondage." That is my definition of this verse; I will gratefully possess and occupy the land of my inheritance.  I will testify and allow fruit to grow from what He has given me. 

What has the Lord given me?  Oh my, how can I write that all here?  He has given so much - life, salvation, healing, hope, grace, mercy, forgiveness, family, possessions, creative abilities, health, peace, purpose, heaven, His presence...

How great and how vast He is!!!  I never lack adventure in Him.  He is better than, holier than, greater than I can even imagine. He is always more.  He is not a better love, He is love.  He is not a brighter light, He is light.  He is goodness, kindness, gentleness, and humility. He heals, delivers, and rescues. He is God - the one true God.  I can rest in Him.  I can trust His ways.  He has given all this and more to me in Himself, in Jesus.  I will praise Him forever!

"Whatever the Lord has given me, I will possess."

A friend put out a public prayer request asking for a non-believer's healing.  It was given with her consent and with the assurance that God is a healer, has been doing some great things in people's lives lately, and that we will ask for a miracle to happen ... that she has a full recovery.

I found myself praying for the individual and then, I thought, "God, Your name is being put out on the line today."  And just as quick as the thought was out, was this realization:  God is His Name!

We serve a great God; One who actually personifies His name. 

Healer  Lover  Provider   Redeemer   Faithful   Friend  Powerful Merciful  Just Compassionate  Forgiving

Let them know that You, whose name is the Lord —
that You alone are the Most High over all the earth.
Psalm 83:18 NIV

God stands by His Name.

And I bowed down my head and worshiped the Lord and blessed the Lord, the God of my master Abraham, Who had led me in the right way...  Genesis 24:48

I've just finished reading the story of Abraham's servant going to find a wife for Isaac (I'm glad times have changed!), and was so impressed by this man's reliance on God.  He asked God for direction, was thoughtful in discerning it, and gave immediate credit and worship to Him when the answer came.  No wonder Abraham could trust his servant with this huge task!

It's caused me to reflect on my own life and recall the several times that God has obviously directed me and our family over the years.  A lot of these instances resulted in significant course changes for us.  I remember the moment that Bruce & I knew we were meant for each other, the time when we knew we were to go to Israel, the way He led us to one of our homes, the purchase of a property for our church, etc., etc.  I can also remember some instances that surprised us, but God has shown that He was closing a door (I think it was right on our foot!) only to open another one.

Do you remember such times?  Why not take some time to write them down and worship God for His intervention in your life.  Encourage someone else by posting a brief comment here to give testimony of God's faithfulness in your life. 

Train me, God, to walk straight;
then I'll follow your true path.
Put me together, one heart and mind;
then, undivided, I'll worship in joyful fear.
From the bottom of my heart I thank you, dear Lord;
I've never kept secret what you're up to.
You've always been great toward me—what love! 
You snatched me from the brink of disaster!
   God, these bullies have reared their heads!  A gang of thugs is after me—
      and they don't care a thing about you.  But you, O God, are both tender and kind,
      not easily angered, immense in love, and you never, never quit.
   So look me in the eye and show kindness, give your servant the strength to go on,
      save your dear, dear child!  Make a show of how much you love me
      so the bullies who hate me will stand there slack-jawed,
   As you, God, gently and powerfully put me back on my feet.
Psalm 86:11-17 MSG